Sunday, May 30, 2010
My parched tongue sings the Song of the Imposter,because we all know,this world is a fraud.I LAUGH SO MUCH at the emoemoemo title.Because this post isn't going to be emo.ATALL BUAHAHAHARS.More like crazy.Because I ate icecream mochi.
I BOUGHT A NEW WOHLERD.No Mars,it's not the same wohlerd as yours.It's greyish black and has some really pretty designs on it,I like it!TONS.
It's only 3 days into the holidays,and I miss everybody.Michan,Miku,Mars,S.Ann,Yingbi,Cihui,Yanru,Feefin. It's pathetic,I know,but it just means and goes to show you that I love you so,so much.I miss recess and lunch with you guys.Now everyday is an "obscure recess" HAHAHA (inside joke)~ MICHAN we should go out for McDonalds fries again oneday.OMNOMNOM.
Ohwells,relaxation was needed,anaways.Have a happy holiday,people~!
<3 Jenn(aha)
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2:42 AM
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
THE WISE ONEALLABARCIABOOMBIALO.The wise turtle the rules us from the water lettuce infested depths of the eco garden pond.We seek her guidance..every Friday.
Well,almost every Friday.She's adorable,anaways :DD Reaall cute.I'm serious.
She dimissed us~!Sara-Ann was like,"Oh,wise one,if you shall dismiss us,please return to your home underneath the surface of the waterr..." Pause.Then suddenly,bloop.The turtle went under.She's abit confused about her gender,though.TEEHEE.It went sort of like this:
S.Ann:Oh,wise one,if you are a boy,look at me,if you are a girl,look at...uhh...Jennifer!
The Wise One: *stones* (looking at area in between)
Jenn: ...
S.Ann:Please,look at one of us,wise one,so we can NAME YOU :DD
The Wise One: *stones some more*
S.Ann: *glares at Jenn*
Jenn: *sigh* Please,wise one...
The Wise One: *glances at Jenn*
S.Ann: !!! OMGWTFBBQ IT'S A GURL :DD WHAT SHOULD WE NAME IT.
Simple.Allabaricaboombialo OMGWTFBBQ.Joking~~
I <3 THE WISE ONE.
Jenn(aha)
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8:02 PM
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Need SLEEP.Okays,this is for all of you to laugh like siao at.
We had 2nd lunch today.Today is even week Thursday,which means Humanities Afternoon (sianzz),but now it's better,cause' instead of Geog and Hist it's Lit and Hist,problem is,I didn't remember which period came first.So Sara Ann went "HISTORY." So I went "...no,I think Lit first mah." Then we continued a friendly and mindless arguement about which period it was next,then Ms Seah (our Eng/Lit teacher) appeared.Of course,I tried to prove my point.In te dumbest way possible. "See?!It's Lit next cause Ms Seah is...oh.Crap." Then Sara Ann laughed like crazy,and I felt damn stupid :D but it was funny because Sara Ann was happy and Marissa Chok was a gigantic blurpok.She was like "Whaat?What happened?" As usual.
AHAHA had 2.4 today~I think I got 14.03,which ish A.HAPPY.I sprinted like mad for the last quarter of the rack,and ended up feeling super dizzy.And hungry.I'm always hungry.
More Miku drama today.Really,I shouldn't post it here,but Yingbi,if you see this,I love you~Sara Ann,THIS IS SERIOUS,but I love you too.Mars,I still love you~
WHY MUST THE GOOD DIE YOUNG.
Jenn(aha)
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5:46 AM
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
I'M ALIVE :DI'm actually still alive after Physics exam.I thought I might have died mid paper.Hmm.
I am completely,completely exhausted,which means I am essentially braindead,and am falling asleep as I type.Retarded.I'm also completely happy,cause' PHYSICS IS OVER :DD
I've been through 2 essential papers,hired as an illegal OM painter,abducted by a Marissa,discovered a scandal (MARS),observed the behaviour of the rare Speckled Marissa,ate lunch at Taka,bought macarons,took artistic photos of macarons,ate macaron,bought magazine,went to Jurong,accidentally squashed remaining 2 macarons (so I ate them all.TEEHEE.),did community service,and I have fulfilled my goals for the day.
Sometimes,I really don't think I belong with Mars and Miku and Yingbi and S-Ann.Mars and Miku are the smart people,and Yingbi and SaraAnn just go together.Yet again,I find myself in a mindless situation trying to appeal to Miku's better nature,pleasing everybody I can,fretting over marks,checking my phone for his SMS,feeling depressed and lonely,having less and less appetite,getting less and less sleep,waking up in the wee hours of the morning only to find myself crying;the guilt,the pain,the sadness of it all.I'm scared of being alone.I don't want to be alone.I'm sad and angry,but I know,deep in my heart,that I'm scared that I'll lose the sense of belonging,however much I have to pretend and fake and cry to get it,that I always wanted.
I just want to be accepted.I just want to laugh and frolick and study and live the normal life of an RGS girl.I don't belong here;never can,never will.I don't have the ability to live like this,so I'll just have to hold it all in my heart,and put on a happy smile for everyone to see.You have to act sometimes,y'know?
On a much,much lighter note,you can always shoo and follow me on Twitter :DD
http://twitter.com/thejennwuzhereAnd go suscribe to The Jenaha Show :DD That'll make me REALLY happy.
http://www.youtube.com/user/JenahaWuzHereI promised myself,no more emo posts,but...that's impossible.What kind of lunatic does that?!
Oh,right,me.
Jenn(aha)
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4:33 AM
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Friday, May 7, 2010
ねばねば~It means "stick sticky" in Jap xDD It's a sort of pun,though.It sounds like "never never" too~~(Quoted from J-POP song Never)
I got addicted to it cause' Rin and Len sang it.Len's rapping ish cool :3 Still prefer Rin though <3
I need to give Jenny her letter soon D: I feel like such a slacker.Physics and Philo (WAOW ALLITERATION :D) exams next week.Sianz.Must mug physics.
We got 2nd for InterClass 8x50 relay ^^ happy~~
Jenn(aha)
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7:36 AM
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010
*snaps fingers*
...shit,my homework is fireproof.
(FMA Roy Mustang reference.Drop the point)
PFT has left me more physically drained that I thought it would be.Think it's due to the fact that I stayed up for Physics PT and Lit AA on Monday?
...Yeah,probably.
SL today was damn funny.Especially the jam-packed car-ride to the MRT station right after.We were laughing over the stupid/mindless answers that the kids at Rotary give to their assessment papers xDD While waiting for my dad to pick us up,Amanda taught me the "jellyfish",the "big jellyfish",the "baby jellyfish" and ofcourse,the famous "damsel in distress" move.She pranked Mars with those.The P2 kid also named Mars "chocolate" which was DAYUM funny.Because she said she wanted to eat Marissa.And Marissa freaked out and did the epic NOOOO so that was fun.
We started discussing the subject of *cough* choice of guys *coughcough* on the car to MRT station (dad picked us all up) and we were noisy.Like,REALLY noisy teehee~~So we were talking about Sudesna from 211 first,then about Nadiah and Nicole (211 one) and about the "chio-ness" of Nicole Leong and about the tramp comp episode where she was competing so she was wearing her leotard so all the HCI guys were staring at her back.Then the ultimate question: "What kind of guys does MARISSA liek?" Response from good old Amanda Chung...
"Marissa is guai kia one,so she'll either get another guai kia or go for the evil rebellious kind..."(decision in progress)"...so Marissa,who's your evil boy?"
And Marissa,ofcourse,goes "!!!" and we all enjoy laughing at her expense.
I should go to sleep now,but I'm listening to Vocaloid and browsing around Deviantart.
WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE :D
Jenn(aha)
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6:33 AM
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Sunday, May 2, 2010
When I drink green tea,I feel like I'm drinking beer.
Haha!I may have been an alcoholic in my past life ^^ .Mebbe it's because of the colour or something,or when it's cold and there's some bubbles on the surface,it really looks like beer.Ugh,what am I doing with my life.
I hate,hate,hate Physics PT.I'm stuck in a rut and I'm blogging.What the hell am I doing here in the first place?!
I have 12 hours to do my project.Should be enough (shrug).
I want to sing,I feel disturbed,and I want to burn...something!I like watching things burn.Especially when I'm depressed.I should light a candle,fold a crane,burn it and dump the ashes in the swimming pool.
Nahh,I kid.I'll ruin the pool,but seriously,I love fire.I have psychotic tendencies.TEEHEE.I sound mental now :O Don't worry,I'm fine,really,I'm not about to check myself into an asylum.I'm not THAT crazy.
Enough with me being depressed.I'm going to eat something sweet.PFT's tomorrow too.Crap.Sit and reach can A liao :DD
MARISSA YINGBI SARA-ANN MIKU MICHAN ANNE where is your comfort when I need you TT__TT
Jenn(aha)
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7:52 PM
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